Summer romances end for all kinds of reasons. But when all is said and done, they have one thing in common: They are shooting stars-a spectacular moment of light in the heavens, a fleeting glimpse of eternity. And in a flash, they’re gone.
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Walked into fucking uni this morning feeling alright about my assignment so far - we are supposed to present today and then hand in our final work next friday.. so i had done what i could get done considering my working schedule and time i had free to do uni work.. I walk in and the entire class had done concept boards… to get you guys up to speed I do a design course and this assignment was to redesign an area in the uni and make 12 models and have a concept board to communicate your work.. anyway, as i said i walked in and everyone had done so much more than i had… I have never felt so depressed, overwhelmed, insecure in my entire life- because in my course you could say they like to embarrass you.. you have to get up in front of the entire class and present your works-keep in mind we have about 8 assignments per semester that we need to present.. so you’d think i have suffered enough embarrassment all semester.. but no… today was the final straw- i went in and sat down while everyone was pining up and a wave of insecurities just hit me… i got up with all my stuff and left uni and cried in my car for half an hour and went home.. I think I have just hit a wall in my life to adjust myself, mature, and change for the better… I really don’t think i have cried so much ever, it was kinda like a major turning point- i need to clear my head and do whats best for me and my future which is to basically get on top of my work. Never ever in my life have i felt that embarrassment, plus presenting to a bunch of people that are practically strangers to me i do not find fun… in school i could present easily but now its whole new story- officially know what its like to be thrust into the “real, big, wide world” might sound corny but yeah, definitely a major turning point.. i guess we all have those epiphany moments at some point… mine 9:15am friday morning 1st of June 2012.
over and out.
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